D[a]NisH IrF[a]N

2010-03-17T00:45:00.001+08:00

Have u ever felt so alive?

The feeling u could do anything and everything and u nvr once thot about

what consequences might follow your irrational actions?

or the feeling of being free?

free of all your trouble and insecurities ?

free of all your little flaws?

free of thinking of what horrors tommorrow might bring?

well, i felt that. i felt all of that. i felt invisible. how?

2010-01-13T23:06:00.002+08:00

its funny that we used to be extremely close,

and now we are like complete strangers.

sigh.

but im trying thou.

tk bermakna kalau aku bertepuk sebelah tangan..

2010-01-10T19:51:00.003+08:00

and sooo open house 2010 is over.

3 days straight waking up as early as 5am.

just to get to sch at 645am.

penat leii!!

now back to sch work.

projects are piling up.

gosh. total i have 5 projects and 1 report.

and the best part is theres only 4 more weeks left

to the end of semester.

and other best part is, 2 of the projs are due this cuming tues.

and i haven start a single thingggG!!

grrrrr.

they said : its okay being at the losing side.

just be normal and be happy.

and to me, i think its okay too.

Everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right.
Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

2009-08-12T15:30:00.001+08:00

there's a point in your life when you get tired of trying to fix everything and trying to make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit, its NOT giving up. Its realising you dont need certain people and the bullshit they bring to your life.

2009-03-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

Just a Trip to ECP aft bali.

meet up with the usuals.
this time round, ALL JIWA
baju i love bali.

HAHAHAHHAHA!

viewing pleasure.
=)

2009-03-24T11:57:00.004+08:00

WADUH WADUHHHH!!!
LIBURAN DI BALI SUNGGUHH SHOIK DEH!

hahahahahahaahahahha!

*Liputan berikut memang sengaja dikarang dalam bahasa indonesia*

"Selamat Siang!
Perjalanan anda ke Bali, Denpasar mengambil masa lebih kurang 2jam setgh
dari Singapur. Kami harap anda berasa selesa sepanjangan penerbangan ini.
Sila beri sepenuh perhatian kepada video demonstrasi keselamatan penerbangan ini.
Terima kasih"

Waduhhhh. Aku kayaknya emang excited gituk yaaa. Ini pertama kali
ku jejakin kakinya ke Bali. Pikiran ku, di Bali hanya ada itu lautan biru yg luas
sama ngan water sports ativis. Tapi disebalik nya bukannn yaa!!
Bali agak jauhh berbeda dgn apa yg aku pikirin.
Tapi seblum aku ceritakan tentang Bali, aku ceritakan waktu ku di
Lapangan Terbang Changi, Singapur.

Seawal jam 7pagy, aku sudah dikejut oleh mamaku.
Perjalanan aku dari rumah mengambil masa lebih kurang 45min ke lapangan terbang.
Sejurus aku tiba di lapangan terbang mereka yg lain sudah pon menunggu ketibaan
aku sekeluarga. Jam 10pagy, tiba nya rakan rakan `slashhhh aku. hah!
Dari jauh sudah tertawa tawa didlm hati. Jurusan, aku terus check in begasi nya
terus ambil boarding pass.

Lepasin aja check in begasi nya. Terus sesi fotografi bermula.

Di petik petik petik petik gambar nya.
Perut sudah pon bedendang. HAH!

Selesai makan tgh hari, suda tiba waktu ku utk berangkat. Bersalam salaman,
trus masok ke pintu perpisahan.

Genap Jam 1pm waktu singapur, aku berangkat menuju ke Bali, Denpasar.
Waduuuuhhh. Ini aku excited banget deh. Kerna pesawat yg membawa aku ke bali
adalah Singapore Airlines. Rakan rakan yg mengenali aku, sudah tentu tahu,
ngapain aku gila gilakan Singapur Airlines. HAh!

Di Dalam pesawat, kami para penumpang di beri sedikit jamuan.
Sunggggguhhhh enak dehh jamuan nyaa.

"Excuse me Sir, would you like to have roasted chicken with steam rice
or stewed beef with mash potatoes? "

"Ladies and gentlemen, we are arriving to our destination shortly. Kindly
return to your seats and fasten your seat belts. We are turning off KrisFlyer and
will be collecting your headsets shortly. Thankyou."

Iyaaa... itu tandanya kami hampir tiba di Bali, Denpasar. Waktu menunjukkan
jam 4 sore. Tiba nya aja di bali, kami punya airport transfer yg akan menunggu kami
di lapangan terbang. Supir nya memegang nama keluarga kami. Seperti signboard gituk ya.
HAh! Di bawa nya kami ke tmpt penginapan kami - Wina Holiday Villa.

Oh iyaaa. Hampir lupa. Aku tinggal nya di Kuta. Kata nya, Kuta tmpt yg palinngggg
sibuk di bali. Kerna salah satu tarikan di bali ialah Kuta Beach. Villa ku, hanya semberang
jalan aja utk ke Kuta Beach. Cuaca di sana agak sama seperti di Singapur.
CuMA CumA CUMAAAA, di sanaaaa kayaknya seperti Surfer's Paradise di Australia.

Bali - The mini Australia in Asia.

yaaaa.. itu dia hari pertama ku. tidak laku kan byk activis. Hanya sight seeing yaaa.
Lihat lihat bali. itu ajaa.

Aku di paham kan ya, keesokkan harinya rakyat Balinese menyambut hari kemenangan
mereka. Ia itu, Hari Raya Galungan. Jadi hari kedua ku, kemana mana aja kami pergi
rakyat rakyat balinese akan mempergayakan baju tradisional merekaa. Seawal Jam 6 pagy
mereka sudah bgn dan sembahyang kepada dewa2 mereka. Dan juga, mereke seperti
memberi offering yg di isikan di dlm daun kelapa.

Jadi ini la kisah hari kedua kami. Tamat sudah santapan pagy di villa nya, kami
ke pantai Kuta. Waduhhhhhhhhh!! sungguh cantik pantai nya. Sukaaaa skali.
Istimewa nya pantai Kuta ini, ia menghadap the Indian Ocean. Sebab itu ,
kelihatan airnya sunggguh biruuuuuuu! wo0o0o!

Langsung kami menuju ke "ladang monyet". Kiranya kayak monkey zoo gitukyaa.
Monyet nya sungguh nakal gituk yaaaa. waduh. seram aku sama nya. Bisa lari kemana
mana aja yg mereka suka. Gado gado segalakkk. waduh. Ada yg ada di pohon,
berlari lari bekejaran terusin ambil buntut nya lalu di laku kan gaya sexual ya.
HAAHha! sunggguh kelakar.

Zoo monyet Mandala Wisata Wanara Wana Sacred Monkey Forest ini
letak nya agak jauh sedikit dari Kuta. Harus keluar dari kota Kuta.
Perjalanan mengambil masa lebih kurang 1 jam dari kuta.

Justeru itu, kami menuju ke Kintamani. Kintamani ini ada tmpt pergunungan.
Yaaaaa ampun. tidak diberitahu, bahawa kitanya akan mendaki gunung yaaa.
Jadi sama pakaian tidak lengkap, aku bersama seluar kontot ya.. kita ke gunung itu.
Nama nya Batur Mountain. Dinginnnnnn amat yaaa di sana. Kira kira 3000 kaki
atas paras lautan. Yaa!! BEnERR!! Suhu udara nya kira kira 13 deg cel. Sejukkk YA!
Di Batur Mountain, kami di beri santapan tgh hari. Wo0o! SOdappp skali makanan nya.
Emanggnya, HALAL sikk. Jadi tidak khuatirin sgt ya.

Santapan tgh hari sambil menikmati gunung berapi yg ada bersebelahan Batur Mountain.
Gunung berapi ini adalah salah satu gunung berapi yg Aktif di Bali. Grrrrr.
BISA MELETOP BILA BILA MASAAAA AJAA! LARIIII!!!!*
Hhhahaha!

Kami terus kan perjalanan yg agak panjang dari Kintamani ke Tegallalang.
Perjalanan turun gunung mengambil masa satu jam setgh. Aku bersama
adik bradik ku, langsung tidurrin yaaaa. Udah makan, tidurrr dlm mobil nya.
HAH! Yg si kecil, sibuk bermain PsP nya. Udah letih main, langsung dia pun tidurr..

Kita singgah nya di ladang Kopi yg terletak berhampiran dgn gunung itu ya.
Kita dapatin merasa kopi hasil sendiri, lihat di gambar.
TETAPI! ada satu kopi yg kami tidak rasa. Grr.
Katanya, kopi ini kopi yg paling finest coffee. KOPI LUWAK.
Luwak ini adala seperti seekor musangg. Dia makan biji kopi. Hanya biji kopi yg finest
aja baru dia makan. Kemudian, di berak kan biji kopi itu. Manusia manusia yg buat
kopi ini kutip yaa tahi tahi luwak ini lalu di process kan menjadi KOPI!

Jadi, jika kalian semua beli kopi yaaa.. di botol kopi itu lekatnya,
THE FINEST COFFEE, itu makna nya kopi sik luwak ini.
wahhhduuhh. Jadi sama jika kamu minum kopi, sama kayaknya kamu
minum TAIK!
HHHAAHAHHHAHAHAHA!

Tiba di Tegallalang Padi Rice Field.
Di sini ada cerita tentang giografi sedikit ya. haha. Rakyat nya menggunakan
sistem "terreccing". Jadi sawah padi nya, kayaknya bertingkat tingkat ya.
Tmpt di sini sungguh nyaman dan tenang. Udara nya sungguh bersih.
Amat beda dari bandar Kuta.

Hari sudah hampir sore. Kami pulang ke bandar Kuta lalu ke Legian Street.
Legian St, letaknya tmpt hurray hurrayy ya. HAHA! Seperti CLubs dan
diskotek. haa! YG penting, clubs nya masok gratis. Gratis itu, PERCUMA!
iyaaa. Percuma sikk. Tapi aku tak masokkk yaaa.

Justeru kami langsung ke Simpang Siur.
Disitu letak nya Galleria - DFS.
SHoopingg nya agak murahh. Ako beli barang bodyshop satu set yg harga
singapur nya hanya S$10. MURAHHH bangett!

Kemudian, makan malam di restoran fofular indonesia - Es Teler 77.

biasa jgakkk. ayam penyet satu. Dan harga ayam penyet nya sekitar S$3 sepinggan.
di singapur mahall sungguh! di sini, murahhh banget siiikk.
Oh iya. tidak lupa, minuman febret.
Soda Gembira.

selesai sudah hari kedua ku. seronokkk. heh!
Pulangg aja di villa nyaaa........

...... AMBIL GAMBAR TIMEE!!!

Hari ketiga di Bali , Kuta.

Sama jgak. Mula kan har nya dgn santapan pagy di villa.
Kemudian kami ke Bedugul. Bedugul ini jgak gunung.
Tapi gunung ini tidak sedingin gunung yg semalamnya kita lewati.
Dingin dingin juga yaaa. tapi lebih kurang kayak aircon temperature.
Perjalanan dari bandar ke Bedugul, 2jam setgh.

Jadi, tibanya di Bedugul ajaaa, kami menerima santapan tgh hari.

Terus kami ke salah sebuah temple yg fofular jgak.
Temple nya terletak di daerah gunung bedugul jgakk.. tapi di tengah tasik.
Ia itu Tasik Ulun Danu. Temple ini di ambil gambar nya lalu di buat
sebagai ikon di duit kertas Rp 50,000.

Setelah ke Ulun Danu, kita ke strawberry farm.
Wahhduhhh! bisa jadi biul yaaa. Semua nya emang jakun ya. enggak pernah petik
strawberry. Di cari strawberry yg merah menyala, lalu di petik dan lansung masok
ke mulut. Jgn bimbang, semua nya bersih. Strawberry farm ini letak nya di atas
gunung jgak. Sungguh cantik permandangan nya di sana. Sangat Tenang.

Tamat sudah riwayat kesemua strawberry di farm itu di baham kami. HAH!
Kita langsung ke GitGit Twin Waterfall. Air nya sungguh sejukkk skali.
Emangnya mau mandi mandian di sana. Tapi kerna sejuk bgn, tidak jadi yaa.

Kemudian kita pulang ke bandarrr.. Makan Malam, lalu terus ke villa.
Sungguh letihhh..

Hari keEmpat.

HARI SHOOPPING =))

hahahahaa. hari ini tidak byk sightseeing. Hari ini hari yang saya abes kan wang
dgn mcm mcm skali yaaa. Sukaaa skali. Kemeja kemeja yg selalu saya pakai gitu
yaa.. harga nya semua tidak melebihi S$10. Yg penting, smua nya brand surfers.
Kemeja volcom saya, hanya 3 dollar. Waduhhh. Dan mcm mcm lagyyy.

Kami jgak singgah di pasar Suka Wati. Dijual nya barang barang souvinur.
Emmang nya murahhh sik. =))

Kemudian, kami ke tmpt mkn tgh hari di D'Cost. Sodappp skali.
Lalu ke tmpt fofular Tanah Lot. Dimana letaknya temple yg dipisahkan dgn lautan.
Jika air surut, bisa lewat temple nya. Jika air pasang, enggak bisa.

oh iya. lupa. Hari keempat ini, kami ketemuin saudara kami yg turut libur di bali.
Jadi kita ketemuin nyaaa.. jln bersama samaa. Mereka barusan sampai jam 8pagy.
Oh. Tiba di pasar SukaWati, sepertinya ada Barongan gitu di sana. Sempat bergambar

Setelah penat sooooping yaaaa tuan tuan da puan puan, kami menaiki bukit pula.
Untuk menonton tarian tradisional Bali. The Kecak Dance & Fire Dance. Tmpt
menonton ini letak nya di cliff. Jadi biasa lihat sun set skalii.. sungguh cantik skali.

Hari terakhir di Bali.....

Penerbangan kami balek ke singapura jam 4 sore. Tapi utk mengelakkan kesesakkan
kami memilih utk berada di airport nya jam 1sore. Jadi Pagy nya, lepas santapan pagy
kami ke shooping center, Centro.. Jalan jalan sambil santapan tgh hari.

Lalu kami ke spa, urutin kaki nya.

Tiba aja di airport, trus check in begasi nya.. Collect boarding pass nya.

" Your Attention please. Passengers boarding SQ944 please proceed to gate 8
for boarding. I repeat, passengers boarding SQ944 please proceed to gate 8
for boarding "

Yaaa.... itu dia sudah panggil yaa. harusin pegi pulang balik ke singapur.
Waduhhh. libur di bali emangnya ennak skali. Kayaknya enggak mau
pulang langsung ya. HAh!

ohhh. waktu dlm pesawat nyaaa.. kita dpt lihat sunset.
Sungguh cantik, keindahaan alam ini.
Syukur alhamdulillah.

"Ladies and gentleman, we are reaching Singapore shortly. Please return to your seat
and fasten your seat belt. For those who are travelling to Singapore, Welcome to
Singapore. For residence of Singapore, welcome home. Remember, when you fly
you always have a choice. Thank you for flying with Singapore Airlines,
A member of star allience . "

yaaaa udaaahhh. tamat liburan di bali.
Selamat sampai ke singapur.
Sunggguuuhhhh gerek skali Bali.
Byee Bali, Hello Singapore.

2009-03-23T09:47:00.003+08:00

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

we decided to go on a photoshooot
for a reunion rather then those other typical
reunions like having dinner tgether.
we compromise and have it or way.
wo0o.

a total of 5 themes.
but managed to complete only 3.
because of time.
grr.

nevermind.
we are happy of the outcome.
wo0o! =)

happy viewing.

- THE END -

- i totally love this company -

2009-03-22T02:15:00.001+08:00

i wanted to say.
but i rather keep it inside.

backs-

2009-03-16T01:00:00.003+08:00

bowling with dadaaaaa
was super fun.

3 games.
and i lose.
grrrr.

tkpe tkpe nxt time.

and we went to IT fair
in search for her water resistance camera.
haha.

and so.. ill be leaving on tues at 10am sin time.
ill miss you guys.

*some things are better left unsaid*

2009-03-10T03:09:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS.

this weekend was sumthing different.
jamm packed with activities.
grr.

and this is my last week spending my time in singapore
before i head off to bali.

sat was nuramalina samin 21st soiree.
was invited to the event.

met haikal aft his work at vivo.
took the tram/monorail ride to sentosa.

Siloso Beach Hotel was wonderful.
its so nice la eh.
BUT SO EXPENSIVE.

hah.

Lastly,
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY AMA!!

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU

Sunday was Kak Lenny's wedding.
shes so pretty and so secocok with her husband.
hehe. and so we dian came down to her wedding.

then off to suntec to accompany cipah to buy stuffs.
and we had like so called an outdoor dian photoshoot.
ahahahahaha!

lol!

miss you-

Changi Intl Airport
and today.
its khai's last day in singapore.
hes off to cambodia with sch.
some schools exchange thingy.
=)

beg berat 4 ribu kg!
org gilak!

hahaah

takecaring!! =)

2009-03-06T02:45:00.002+08:00

SIGLAP'S PRODUCTION
C'EST LA VIE

was there to help abg yazid for the event.
goooood job alumni and to the current batch.

andddd... i just love the finale.
AAHAHAHAH!

uknowiknow.

shes trying to imitate siti nurhaliza
cover album.
grr.

2009-03-01T16:58:00.002+08:00

SEOUL-ed WITH NKN.

its a food fiesta
for celebrating our end of exams papers.
plus aizat haikal's graduation. heh.

AHAH.
grr.

and we end the day with karaoke sessions.

nvr know it could be so much fun.

2009-02-24T01:34:00.009+08:00

EXAMS DA ABES LA SIAL!
YEY!!!! ENJOY LAAA SEYY!

thanks to
FATIN ISMAIL n BASIRAH JOHAN
for being my study partner.
for teach me from scratch.
for waking me up in the morning.
for being the mean girls.
wo0o. kinkayyy.
hahaha!

gonna misss all that moments in sch ya.

but looking forward for our class chalet!
so cant wait.

Bali is waiting for me.
wo0. sungguh tk sabar.
HAH!

i was out with naq to watch aeroplane.
hehe. we packed dinner and off changi.
watch aeroplane take off and landing.

then go and meet isa plus my two ex-gf.
grrrr.

i meeet my GITW.
like aft a long time.

nabiil, more of it okayyy! =)

we had a talk over dinner
and leps till night falls.

and nabiil also kept a secret from me.

he have someone called..

TEOW!

coz mine is called LEQET!

dun mind my frend's english.
HAH!

i just misss everyone in the whole wide world.
every single one of you!!!

grrrrrr*

2009-02-22T01:09:00.002+08:00

bay trip
was non stop hits
of laughing and laughing.

NKN.

good day.

and i miss your company.
=)

2009-02-19T03:10:00.002+08:00

its been so long since we sit and chat.

met dearest bff at wdlsmart to discuss some matters.
then walk her home and we sat and talk
like we had nvr talked for ages!!

hahah!

miss u laa giler.
more of it nxt time okayy, dada!

nxt updates.

school exams are left with only one paper.

alhamdulillah.
with the help of basirah and fatin.
i made it thru the first 2 papers.
thanks alot girls.
HAH!

now may i present u.
NADI 09
a Dian Dancers Production.

then we sent off abg amin.
hes studying over in australia taking his degree.

hes like a star at the airport.
many came.
and suddenly it became like a hari raya session.
cry.hugg.

we miss u abg amin.

*and we did single ladies for him b4 he left.*

caught on camera!!!!

since its Imran's Off day.
we decide to head for SIA.

gym and swim.

and dinner was on im'
thanks alot! =)

and some tarian skills are impart into them.
if u look closely.
heh!

im' says : he'll be busy with mcg for the nxt month.
since he told me he got hidden talent.
BAH!

2009-02-15T02:52:00.004+08:00

Many many things happen this 2 weeks.
HAHA!

so just view the photos la.
heh!

Just one day after training.
Leps sampai pagy.

and its all abt me and nadia gong!
theres a storyyyyy! if u loook closely!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAAAHHAHAHAAH!

a BBQ session at wany's place with the `slassssh.

the crave for sup tulang with `slasssshh.

`slasshing to gym and swimming.

next would be DIAN Dancers 6th Anniversary Production
NADI 2008.

rite up on the nxt post. =)

I love you but im not your lover.
I care for you but im not from your family.
Im ready to share your pain but im not in your blood relation.

Im just your brother.

True brothers scolds like a Father.
Cares like a Mom.
Teases like a Sister.
Irritates like a Brother.
and finally loves u more than a lover.

You mean a lot to me....!

2009-02-11T02:23:00.002+08:00

To wrap up last week.

we have been going for training almost everyday
due to our upcoming production..

DIAN PRODUCTION - NADI
DIAN GOES OLD SCHOOL.
Hehs.

managed to escape from hingar bingar fast moving activities.
a place for a serious relaxation.

one day in sch after one common test paper.
=)

and an old photo.
HAAH!

2009-02-07T04:46:00.003+08:00

And so the chapter ends here...

Seeing someone being happy with
another someone, tells a story.

people say,
jgn terhegeh hegeh.

but i just cant.

2009-02-04T00:49:00.005+08:00

i just miss all the
late nights conversations.

the convo that we used to laugh.
the convo that we used to talk abt things.
the convo that we let out feelings/problems.
the convo that we used to make promises.
the convo that i used to make perangai over the chat.
the convo that we webcamm.
the convo that we chatted till subuh during ramadan.
the convo that i used to say neverendings goodnites.

haha.

kenangan kenangannn....
=)

all this is because of,
i spend my whole day reading my chat logs.
hah!

and this week,
is everyday DIAN - Nadi training.

perempuan itu rawanhiba..
sebab tu asik penting kan prempuannnn aje!
RANDOM.

2009-01-31T23:39:00.003+08:00

one evening i decide to have dinner with bff.
but her boify is not feeling that well, so we decided to
do it some day later.

heh.

then it was a change of plan to meet
my dian loves.

and a week to end of laughter and joy.
had our dinner at penyet ria over at lucky.
and off to the city.

thanks haikal for making me wait at orchard
while hes at home.

grrrrrrrRRrrrr

and it was photo taking time.
=)

enjoy.

sometimes i just felt that
YOU have taken my frend away from me.
especially at times..

2009-01-27T15:50:00.003+08:00

DIAN
NADI TRAINING

Monday 26th January.
that was what i have been doing for the past 2 days.
practice. practice. practice.

now so shagged.
legs are tired.
tumit so sakit in the world.

and wed is common test.
how nice.

__________________________
NADI - A Dian Dancers Production
Tampines East CC
730pm.
cya'll there.

credits : Fitri Rahayu & Sharifah Maha.

- empat ekpressi muka -

sunday after training
sheesha with dian loves over at aladin.
played few games and we called it a day at ard 2am.

abg amin is the saviour of the day.
=)
uknowiknow.

yes she carried me.
ahaha!
cipah is superwoman.
hehehe!

2009-01-25T02:17:00.002+08:00

pernahkah kau ada bila ku perlu dan bila kau bersuara setia ku mendengar agar kau merasa tenang. siapa sebenarnya aku padamu ? mungkin sama dengan teman lain yang bisa kau buat begitu dan bila tiada lagi teman bermain kau pulang mendapatkan aku
itulah aku padamu.

cuba kau lihat cuba kau cuba melihat aku bila aku cuba berkata dgn mu.

pernahkah kau ada bila ku perlu untuk menyatakan rasa sakit dalam diri.

maafkan kerana aku tak pernah terlintas untuk berkata pada mu
salahkan aku.
tak mungkin lagi aku meminta untuk kau mendengar.
untuk kau melihat aku.

2009-01-24T03:14:00.003+08:00

sometimes i think that everything is just plain lies.
and sometimes i think that its for just the sake of doing.

no, im not complaining nor angry with anyone.
its just writting down thots that i had.

in this world, people may do GOOD things mainly for one reason.
they want sumthing from it. they have a motive out of it.
but, 5% out of all kinds of people, they do GOOD things
its because they do it with an open heart.
I believe most of us have seen these kind of people.

life is all about of making choices.
choose the right one and you'll be fine.

its been so long since i met naq.
meet up and we had a long chat.
seeing my new home, and we sat at the void deck.
admiring the new estate, environment and my house.
laughing lyke we nvr did b4.
pouring problems and exchanging views.

isa came down and we move off.

you = contradicting.
*grrrrrrr

2009-01-23T02:17:00.001+08:00

Seandainya aku dapat mendengar suara hati manusia..

2009-01-21T01:20:00.002+08:00

21st Birthday

Firstly i would like to thank all of you
for all your wishes.

Thanks alot..

Secondly.
I would like to thank each and every single one of you
who made a very gooood morning birthday suprise
right outside my room.

Thanks to you.
ILY people.

of course im suprised.
very muchhh hokay.
i haven showered.
Haven brush teeth.
with muka so busuk.
alamakkk
maluuu jackkkkkk.

HAHAAH!

enjoy the photos.

SPECIAL THANKS TO THESE PEOPLE =)

and one of the training days in dian.
also, very unexpected. =)

celebrated the january babies.
Izzahhh and Me. =)

thank you so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh everyone~
thanks for making it such a memorable one.

looking forward for friday.
wo0ho0.
goin out with my sayaaanng!
Yey! nk blanjaaa!

2009-01-18T23:52:00.001+08:00

Friends listen to what you say..
Bestfrend listen to what you dont say.

2009-01-16T20:13:00.003+08:00

heylo heylo.

im back.

this semester was pretty rushing.
alot of things we had to submit.
Catching up with datelines and stuffs.

but schh class lessons are a breeze with
fun and caring classmates ard.

rmb class?
MEAN GIRLS.
haahaaha! *inside joke*

to add up.
Naq mama KELING KELING KELING
*point fingers at her face*
is joining NYP the following intake.

Power per.
abes uh. ranap satu skola.
kalau isa ada. skola trus roboh.
alamak!
okay M.

Naq hari hari will be at block M.
pasal die selalu Merepek.
YEsssaRH!

anws,
congratulations naqiah nahadi.
penantian itu satu penyiksaan.
tapi.. keputusan nye memuas kan..
=)

cheyy. slasssshhhh`

this pic was taken b4 she enrolled in nyp.
before : feeling feeling a student in nyp.

- CABIN CREW -

successful graduates of SIA training center.
ALAMAKKKK~

hahaha.
me and the other cabin crews did a presentation.

HAHAA
mcm paham!

tkde laaa...
its the module presentation.
with my classmates..

enjoy the photos.
=)

"i rase.. u rase, i punya pon cantik.."

both: "kurang hajar btul uh! aku pijak pijak jugak muka kau karang!"

*sayang perut alep*

"cita cita ku..
nak memenuhi impian hati..
Apa kan daya..
Hajat tk sampai lagy.."

anws.
Sch Semestral break is drawing nearer.

HONGKONG with Fatin, Emy, Elly and Haizad.
BALI with family.

2009-01-14T01:26:00.004+08:00

NANYANG POLYTECHNIC
OPEN HOUSE 2009

mempersembah kan ANDAYU's new baby.
DEWI KHALISTA.

Andayu Dikir Family.

Dikir Boys
BETARA KARISMA.

biasa jgak.
INDRA NILA KIRANA.

with the usualsss.. =)

the 7am wake up to do hair.
total 22 girls. how nice.
ismail da tahu buat rambut! YEY! PASSED!

... and makeup in confort..
how nice also.

practice sessionss

paluan for all 3 days.

hehe! feeling.

thanks for helping

on stage

kini kau berubah
kau tak seperti dulu
mengapa,
engkau jadi begini.

kini aku menyesal
kerna aku dipermainkan.

sakitnya hatiku
sampai nya hati mu
kau tidak melayan diri ku
seperti dahulu.

cuber kau rasa kan apa yg telah ku rasa...

kini air mataku mula mengalir
kau masih belum berubah
kau tetap sama.

kini aku minta maaf
kerna hati ku da tertutup.

2009-01-09T20:24:00.001+08:00

NADI
Denyutan Nadi....Titik Permulaan....

The begining of life starts with a heartbeat....
Witness the journey of life as it unfolds in 'NADI'....

NADI, the story of life unfolds with beginning of a beat
.A huge white canvas symbolizes the life of an individual.
Our every actions, decisions and intentions are marked
with a stroke of a brush.A wrong stroke, the art piece is destoyed.

One wrong move and the journey of life is shattered.
NADI will potray the journey of a community that inspires
to grow and their susceptibility to change.

What happens if culture and traditions are left behind in darkness??

Friday, 13 February 2008 7.30 pm
"Tampines East Cultural Auditorium"
Tampines East Community Centre
$8.00

For more information,
contact Diyanah 90036127 ,
Syiqin 81838496
Amin 91072054
or email us diandancers@ymail.com

2009-01-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

I THINK IM GONNA CLOSE
THIS BLADDY DAMN THING!

2009-01-07T01:49:00.002+08:00

welcome 2009.

im so slow now.
its days passed since its 2009.

no hopes. no nuthing.

coz i think 2009 will be the same as 2008.

good bye.
and take care of yrself.

.youchangedeverything.

2008-12-26T12:31:00.002+08:00

LAYAR ANDAYU 2008

tickets are sizzling like goreng pisang panas.
grab yours now.
*while stock last*

contact Eliyana or Farah for tickets.
for more details here

2008-12-24T10:04:00.003+08:00

Malaysia Road Trip
alll in ONE weeek.

- terengganu -

it was purple and black for the cousins.

- cherating -

- genting highlands -

- melaka -

im so tired of everything.
its too much alrdy.
at least give and take. but..
its okay.

im getting it a go.
out of my hands.

no point of me being nice back
or being like a dog chasing
and trying to make situation right.

it is what it has been now.
and i assume its gonna be forever.

my mistake for treating friends like family.

ill just go with the flow.

2008-12-12T03:26:00.008+08:00

Tak nyenyak aku tidur.
Pusing sana pusing sini.
Masih tak dapat ku melenyap kan mata.

Selagi aku tidak bercakap,
selagi itu la perkara ini bermain di fikiran.

Ingin ku luah kan sesuatu.
Tapi ku malu, takot, bimbang.
Malu, takot da bimbang akan
apa consequences nya.

Tapi tetap juga akan ku hurai kan mlm ini.

Dalam dunia ini, aku tidak punya sesiapa kecuali diri sendiri dan keluarga..
tetapi dalam aku bersendiri, aku beruntung kerana mempunyai
seorang sahabat yang memahami ku.

Sebagaimana aku mengharapkan keikhlasan dan kejujuran
seorang sahabat,begitu juga dia. Tetapi aku sering terlupa akan hal itu.
Aku cuma mengambil kira tentang harapan dan perasaan aku.
Aku rasa dikhianati bila dia tidak menepati janjinya.
Aku tidak memberi dia peluang untuk menerang keadaannya.

Bagi aku, itu hanya alasannya untuk menutup kesilapan dan membela diri.
Aku terlupa, aku juga pernah membiarkan dia ternanti-nanti....
kerana aku juga ada janji yang tidak ditepati.
Aku beri beribu alasan, memaksa dia menerima alasan ku.
Waktu itu, terfikirk ke tidak aku tentang perasaannya???
Seperti aku, dia juga tahu rasa kecewa....tetapi aku sering terlupa.
Untungnya mempunyai seorang kawan yang sentiasa
di sisi aku pada waktu aku memerlukan dia.

Dia mendengar luahan perasaan ku, segala rasa kecewa dan ketakutan,
harapan dan impian ku luahkan, dia memberi jalan sebagai laluan
penyelesaian masalah. Selalunya aku terlalu asyik bercerita
tentang diri ku hingga kadang2 terlupa kawan ku juga ada
cerita yang ingin dikongsi bersama ku.

Pernahkah aku memberi dia peluang untuk menceritakan
tentang rasa bimbangnya, rasa takutnya?
Pernahkah aku menenangkan dia sebagaimana dia pernah menyabarkan aku?
Ikhlaskah aku mendengar tentang kejayaan dan berita gembiranya?
Mampukah aku menjadi sumber kekuatannya seperti mana
dia meniup semangat setiap kali aku merasa kecewa dan menyerah kalah?

Dapatkah aku yakinkan dia bahawa aku boleh dipercayai lagi,
aku boleh dijadi kan tempat untuk bersandar bila terasa lemah,
agar tidak jatuh? walau macam mana berat pon dia..
Bolehkah aku menjadi bahu untuk dia sandarkan harapan?
BOLEHH TAKKK?????

Sesekali jadilah kawan yang mendengar dari yg hanya bercerita.
Ambil masa untuk memahami hati dan perasaan kawan,
kerana dia juga seorang manusia yg juga ada rasa takut,
ada rasa...bimbang, sedih dan kecewa.

Dia juga ada kelemahan dan dia juga perlukan kawan sebagai kekuatan.
Sama seperti aku. Malah aku sangat bergantung pada nya.
Aku selalu sangat melihat dia ketawa, tetapi mungkin sebenarnya
dia tidak sekuat yang aku sangka.

Disebalik senyumannya itu, mungkin banyak skaliii cerita sedih
yang ingin diluahkan...
Disebalik kesenangannya, mungkin tersimpan byk
kekacauan yg aku tidak tahu..

tetapi kalau aku cuba jadi sahabat seperti dia, mungkin aku akan tahu.
maklum la aku ni kan jahat. tidak pernah sekali pon,
terlintas difikiran aku untuk bertanya.

Renungilah...
ku ucapkan terima kasih sahabatku..
maafkanlah diriku kerana selalu silap tafsir terhadap dirimu..

Tulus ikhlas,
Taufik Ishak

2008-12-12T01:32:00.003+08:00

im just so sick and tired.
i cant help it, but to let go.

at this very moment.
im soo stressed up with so many things.
school tests assigments projects.
not to mention other things apart from this.

i need a break.
and im going to take one.

you people take care.
you people who come here to read
my stupid rants, thank you for your time.

good bye and good nite.

god,
pls wake me up from this worst ever nightmare.
and i cant believe its happening to me.

2008-12-07T12:22:00.000+08:00

We were as one babe, for a moment in time.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

Dearest Nurshahidah bte Tahar.
First and foremost, i would like to wish u a
Happy 20th Birthday.
After all these years, i hav nvr did any suprises 4 u.
This yr i intend to do one. But, i heard
ur goin on a trip. Maybe we go out aft yr return.
I know sometime i can be a pain in the ass, but
i love u more everyday...

You are like a sister, a mother, a bestfrend and
also my partner whom is always dere for me.
Aft all this years of frendship, u guide me alot and
i treasure u so much.

once again. happy birthday to you..

i know things are not like it used to be.
im sorry.

2008-12-07T12:05:00.002+08:00

people start giving me cold shoulders..

i dun know what mistake hav i done.
but i sense, one by one is leaving.

its okay.
maybe its my fault.
and maybe its karma.
too busy with other things till i neglect them.
wasnt my intention.
all i need was abit of understanding.

thank you.

2008-12-05T05:37:00.004+08:00

updates.

on friday KFC lunch with my classmates.
2hrs break occupy with fooooood.
=)

and off to henderson waves with the usuals.
=)

sun was Lanang Ayunda pit.
had fun dere. like always do.
hehe.

my team won first in the amazing race.
despite the rain and muddy roads.
teow leket.

and it was also iman's bday.
he didn bring extra attire but i asked to change to mine.
ahah. we sabo-ed him : tarik to the water.

anws well done team members. haha!
my team : ira, iman me, iza, bany and khai. =)

one fine nite.
we head off to marina barrage.
explore.

khai pick me up and ashraf arrived, we head off to al-ameen.
packed fooood and off.

okay. aku feeling.

jus random fotos i found in my laptop.

its beeen a long time since i saw u laugh like this.

lets put things back into place.
god, please guide me.

i want to smile everyday.

2008-12-04T15:49:00.003+08:00

life life life.

i believe there must be some ups and downs.
sometimes more ups.
and sometimes more downs.

but still, we have to carry on our life rite.

u cant just leave it hanging just like that.

its coming to the end of the year soon.
and thru out the year 2008
many things happen.

i changed my education institution
from temasek to nanyang in the begining of the year.
and over at nanyang i really glad and feel soo0 great
coz all of my friends are dere.
and of coz, i met new people too.

we had fun and enjoy along the way.
enjoying education as well as frends who accompany u.
till the feeling of like dun wanna go home aft sch.
and lepaks like theres no tomorrow.

and 2008 : more involvement in the arts stream.
been goin out for shows and gain experience thru mini mini production
put up by some arts activitist.

dancing with Dian is pleasure.
the company and environment dere was different.
learn new things and make new frends.
it also gave me some exposure in this industry.

family.
i guess my mom is dissapointed in me.
coz it seems that i rather spent time with my frends that at home.
morning wake up : everyone left for work.
at night reach home : all asleep.

but ilovemyfamily.

but surely, this year
isnt a goood year for me.

i dun know whats wrong.
maybe its just me.

its likee
how i wish i didnt .......

Aku kenali siapa dirimu
Kau pun tahu siapa diriku
Kerna engkau teman bicara
Antara kita tiada rahsia

thanks to you.
who filled in my emptinesss.

2008-11-27T14:05:00.003+08:00

ya salaaam.
rindu nyeeeee.

2008-11-27T14:05:00.002+08:00

sometime its just so hard.
i wanted. but susaaaaaah sgt.

i dun know why it is so difficult..
feeq, please do something..

2008-11-23T23:27:00.002+08:00

updates.

wedding on last last last sun.
perform with haizad, puteri n rya.
wedding place is at bedok.

and theres a story line behind this fotos.
figure it out. =)

ite simei production.
Arts Under the Star - celebrating music legends.

and during practice sessions.

and one fine day aft sch.
we went to watch sunset over at vivo.
a nite to be remembered.

lunch time show in sch.

and aft show we head down to town.

and fooooood galoreeee.

its time to take a walkk..

and mother's birthday.
plus my uncle and aunty.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to u.

and the weird thing is.
i cried. sungguh teow leket.
malu oi.

and one lepak session aft tarian.

and till this very day
i lost someone.

someone who is very precious to me.
someone who meant alot to me.
someone who i trusted the most.
someone who i expect to see/meet everyday.
someone who im willing to spend my time with.
someone who i share happiness and sadness.
someone who was dere with me everytime.
someone who i care alot for.
someone who take me for what i am.
and someone who i really appreciate the most.

when i sit and read thru the past chat logs..
we had so much fun talking to one another.
we laugh. we share problems.
we accompany each other till late nights.

but now.. all of that are just memories.
but ya. memories are just to be kept.
u cant make memories to happen again.

thanks for spending yr effort and time with me.
i will never forget u.

thank you.
=)

2008-11-21T02:02:00.003+08:00

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you

2008-11-17T23:02:00.003+08:00

oh god.
what hav i done.

kalau iyer pon kau rasa gitu.
aku tk bermaksud buat mcm tu.

im just so sorry if u felt that way.
i dunt want this to go wasted.

if only u could give me one chance.
ill make it up to u.
please.

im sorry.

it wasnt meant to be that way.
please give me one chance.
just one.

sorry =(
aku merayu.

2008-11-12T08:18:00.002+08:00

sigh sigh sigh

been sitting in front of the lappy
not doing anything for like 45 mins??

how how how??
given task was to design an advertisment poster
to promote yourself with the theme
"im the best person for a bestfrend"

shit uh.
i havent start any yet.
coz i just cant do it.
no idea no nuthing.
wahlaooo.
and the due date was like thurs.
haiya.

anws,
i haven been missing classes this week.
um. only for monday german class.
just because the class starts at 8am.

foto updates will be updating at a slightly later date.
anddd... big congrats for khai for getting his bike. =)
must take care on the road okay.

after feeling so restless abt this,
im giving it a rest.
and all i wanted was to be like 'yesterday.
im sorry if im causing problems.
which i wasnt suppose to.

2008-11-04T23:13:00.005+08:00

my weekend with fara was always nice.

it was an unplanned outing.
we were talking and she suddenly hav this sudden idea.
"lets go out to the park"

ahah.
and so i did.
we set the time and il be meeting her at khatib mrt.

waiting is the most thing i hate to do.
ahaha!
uknowiknow fara.

and it was raining at that time.
waiting at the bustop with water dripping all over
and sandals get so wet and muddy,
i decided to wait her at the mrt stn itself.

wait. waited. waiting.

hahahaha!
to cut the story shorrt.
we grab some pizzas and headed to the park.

i hav had a nice wonderful weekend.
watching sunsets talking and exchanging stories.
while watching fake swans paddle across the lake.
HAH!

she pleases me whenever im with her.
you win my heart ,Farah Rosli.
heh!
keep on smiling girl. =))

aft sending farah off
i meet up with ayu cipah n haneyy.
we took a stroll at bugis
and offf to mustafa center.
amboii!!

naq, pat sana ramai siot kaum mu.
enggak tashan sik.
aha! and of coz, haney drove pass this people.
and... i did what i usually did when im with zul n naq in the car!

ahaha!
yes, we did.
me cipah n ayu was laughing like mad cow sia!
ahahahaha!

seronok kan kacau kacau!
ahha!

cipahhhhh, nxt henderson waves okay?
HAHA! jommmm! =)

andddddddddd...
my classmates cabot lecture
and we boook a media room and watch movies.
and nadia joined us.

our sprit was soo highhh
that we watch the dance and sing along HSM!!
HAHAA!

i know.
poly students are crazy.

this is the way to ease stresss.

well.. at least i smiled for the day..

sorry to my classmates..
for the glooomy face for the past two days.
i didnt mean to do it.
=)

and the nite aft tarian.
nadia's confession
at the bustop
is sooo teow leket.

BAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!

and if thiings are getting way way out of hand,
jjust stop.
stop everything u are doing or thinking.
and if its making u tired,
just ignor.
ignor everything.
i just dun wan history to repeat itself.
im scared.
but.. i still want it back.

maybe its just me.
im just so egoistic.
sigHHHH!

2008-11-03T23:56:00.007+08:00

FCUK EGO UH!!!

the feel of wanting to shout out louD!!!

*@^&*()$%">*&^%$#argh@^&*()$%'>*&^%$

i neeed a hug.

2008-11-03T22:30:00.002+08:00

2008-11-01T22:55:00.004+08:00

bulan dan bintang
bersinar berkelipan
dan menerangi keindahan mlm

tanpa mu bulan
malam kegelapan
tanpa mu bintang
hilangla keindahan

ini kisah tentang bulan
bulan bintang jadi kawan
begitulah persahabatan
yg cuba kami eratkan
moga berkekelan selamanya

begitu la kami
hidup sekawan
sesama berjanji susah senang dirasa
dibawah sinaran cahaya bulan bintang
menjadi saksi, janji manis semua..

this is just so random.
ahhaa!

all the best in everything u do fellow people!
takecare =)

2008-11-01T02:24:00.005+08:00

i miss this princesses.

i just cant wait for farah to come back to sch.
and its this coming mon!

and so i did.

not to be softhearted anymore.
i dun feel goood, of course.
because that was totally not me.

to love someone is not just doing it by words.
sometime.. u need to show them.

yes i regretted on agreeing something which i dun see goin that far.
and now, its coming to an end.

still here standing, but prolly not always be standing.
because they might have somebody standing by them already.
and iam just an excess garbage.

or maybe a toy.
play with me when im needed,
and dump me in the basket when u have a new toy.
thank you. =)

im sorry i have to do this.
cause i dun wanna feel hurt.
maybe to some of u im over-reacting.
but this is what i felt.
i just dun receive gooood treatments.

special thanks to raha
for hearing me that nite.
im so malu that i cried.
sorry eh.
thanks for being dere.

2008-11-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

and so PESTA RAYA 2008 was a blast.

performance by NYP MCG.
hehe!

enjoy the fotos! =)

OKAY DONE~!

i had enuff!
totally enuff.
thats it =)

2008-10-28T02:42:00.002+08:00

and so
now back to singy aft a break at terengganu.

ha ha ha.

okay la kan.
fun to fun.
fun because of the company.
the makciks n pakciks had their fun.
coz its more like to shopping of those batik kains.
which i dont have the interest.
ahah!

for me nuthing to shop.
coz its all terengganu tshirt,
like what isa like to wear
"Welcome to Langkawi" tees.
HAHA!
sorry eh isa erkk! *do the had sign*

i had my relaxation dere.
peaceful beaches.
open the chalet doors, the sea view was caught in sight.
mcm ala ala kampung.. buka pintu nampak laut.
AHAH!

mlm takot jgak eh.
takot tsunami dtg.
pasal bila tido asik dgr bunyi ombak jer.
kuat pula tu.
HAHA!

andddddd foooood was superb!
i loikeee!!!

upon returning back to singy,
meet ups with iman khai elly fara ayu to watch HSM3.
okayy laa kan. =)
bestie was sooo off today.
dun know whats the reason.
i hope u are okay.

but aft movies,
naq n zul pick me up to meet me.
and off we went to kallang riverside park to talk and eat.

aft which back to esplanade to pick up farah.
and headed to hendersons wave.
nicey nice.
nk pegi lagyyy!! =)

tmr nyp-mcg is part of Pesta raya fridge.
so be there and support us.
ard 7pm.

im tired of doing this.
rest -

2008-10-23T23:34:00.002+08:00

days passed.
empty entries.

lets start way way back.

Hari raya is cuming to an end. - for me.
coz no more celebrations.
no more open houses.
no more jln raya.
no more collection.

for those yg tk sempat nk minta maaf.
tkpe laa. its okay.
yg tk sempat dtg kerumah nye..
minta maaf byk byk.
im sorry.

so here are some belen belen raya fotos.

edit

and jln raya with them.
so mcm bukan jln raya.

*may be this yr isnt our year.

tgh tgh sibuk beraya pon sempat pergi training.
we had fun in trainings. =)

aft which follow up
by a SUPRISED bday celeb at nadia's crib.
member btul btul terperanjat. heh!
Happy birthday nad. =)

and DIan raya Show at Kallang CC.

i think im at the lowest.
i cant say. or do much.
all i do best was to cry.
like naq cry baby.
jom nangis sesama.

but.
why not i turn the table ard.
and look at it at an another way.

and so be it.

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful

You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith coz you believed

ah.
and you dun have to be tired.
all u need to do is to smile and it will make your day.
all your friends or infact, people whom u are close with
are there with you.
dun be sad or tired.
even for a minute.
because every minute u are sad
u lose 60 seconds of happiness.

i know u can.
and they'll be dere for you.
take care! smile. =)

A true friend is someone who knows there's something wrong
even when you have the biggest smile on your face.

2008-10-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

things around me made me think and wonder.
i dun know. yes no. may be maybe not.

have u ever felt lousy at times?
where u had no one to turn too.
and no one was there to smile at you.

have u ever think twice about smthing or when making decisions?

have people make u feel unsecure ?

i wonder.

u may find me writting nonsense.
but whats inside, no one knows.
i felt like running away.

far away.

2008-10-14T02:13:00.010+08:00

weird.
and
strange.

but
i
just
felt
it
that
way.

~~throw me away~~
~~can't live if living is without you.~~

random

2008-10-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

and so wed was totally unplanned.

naq and wany drove over to my place
and had to wait for me coz i just had shower.
and its at 1030am.

after much deciding whr to go and whr to head to,
we pick up iman and sent him over to cck.

then to the gombak sumthing sumthing.
i dun know whats the place called.
hang out and took some fotos.

headed down to tampines to pick up NaBiil.
our driver by then had headache.
HAHAAH! tk tau knapa.
fening lalat laaaa.

then down further to pick up Zulaman ZuL.
waited for him for nearly ONE freaking HOUR.
reason : no one called saying that we are at the carpark.
sesungguh nye TL okayy.
heh!

so while waiting for zul
we did things that we are not suppose to do.
all for of us sat in the front row of a car.
pushing and stuffing us inside.
try to push 2 to a seat.

aku biasa la.
gemok kan. tk muat.
HAH!
but still.. still can sit.
but just we cant fasten the seat belt.
HAHA!

enjoy the fotos.

at night
over at wany's place we did hair extentions.
HAH! yes the 3 of us!
sunggguuuhhh TL!
wo0. kinkay. =)

2008-10-07T03:40:00.003+08:00

im actually wondering why am i here.
yes i wanted it so much. but now.
things are different. very much different

i sat alone, starring blankly at the sky.
and i started looking back,
i miss my previous life.
especially all those moments.
the times in ite, with the close ones.
ite was like way way far from my choices.
but i had no choice but to enter it.

thinking ite will give me a hell bad 2 years experience.
but no, it doesnt.
instead, it leaves me a memory that i will never ever forget.

yes along the day i do meet some frends.
friends whom i thot that it will not be my frend.
who come in the sports hall and only sits by the window
with the thick black eye-browed and curly bustard hair.
along with her frends who is also teow leket.

but it turn out well.
still surviving till now.
instead she turn out to be like my little sister.
coz whenever im out with her,
people will think that im her brother.

now back to the topic.
i felt like quitting halfway thru.
i dun know. its just a sudden urge.
yes education wise pleases me.
but, what about otherS?

im just missing IT.

okay lets just call IT , achit.

i used to have achit every where i go.
doesnt matter la. where.
achit is the key to everything.
achit survived the ups and downs of my life.
and i have nvr come home without achit.
and one day, achit dissappear.
i search for it. up and down
in and out, and theres no sign of achit.
i came home without achit.
i didnt talk nor smile to any of my family members.
i sat and think, where could i possibly drop achit?
i couldn't have dropped it, coz it was with me all the time.

but now.. life have to go on with or without achit.
this is the test from god.
He is testing me to live without achit.
since im to dependable on achit.

or maybe achit is dere.
but somehow human are greedy
they tend to have another achit.
so achit felt that it is no longer used.
but, idts.

till now..
every night,
i ask myself..
where could achit be.
please come back to me.

and if i know..
im goin to lose achit.
i dun wish that i know achit.

good night.

2008-10-06T00:44:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillahh.

hari ini masok la kite ke raya ke 5.
hmm.
masih semangat lagy nk raya ni.
amboii. biasa laa kan.
keluarga besar.

heh!
yg last post to tk sempat kite nk bersembang sembang iyer.
ahah! kerana kekurang masa kott.
hehe!
amciam korg semue?
tahun ini collection okay?
ahaha! tk okay pon okay kan jgak laaa iyer.
korg tu pon da besar panjang.
yg penting raya ni kita bermaaf maafan
iyer tk?

hmm.
ahhh!
bab bab raya kan..
yg febret laaa lagy feeq kan..
its the fooooooooood.
ZOMG! makanan yg dihidang kan.
alamakkkk punya la sodapp!
hahaha!

tiap tiap rumahh mesti mkn!
amboi.
makan pon makan jgak eh.
tau tau.. size seluar pon kene tukar nnt.
HAHAAH!
tapi tk.. kite maintain beb.
heh!

hmm. raya kali ni meriah jgak.
tapi yg beza hanya.. kedua org tua ibubapa ku telah pegi.
mereka tu disayangi Allah lebih.
kite redha kan..

ahh..
da masok minggu kedua ni..
mcm mcm undangan yg diterima.
open hse la.
raya outing la.
ahaha!
best nyerrr!! tk sabar sungguh!

kawan kawan jgn lupe la
dtg sini iyer.
nk dtg call.
hehe!

lambat kueh abes geng!

HAH!
okayy laa.
hari raya yg ke brapa eh.
alamak lupe uh.
haha!

kami sekeluarga pergi beraya sebelah ayah.
hmm.. kejap je. brapa rumah gitu laaa.
then head home pasal ada org nk dtg.
hAHA!

ahh apa lagy.
kalau da sedara mara dtg.
ambil gambar laaa iyer!
tu sudahh tentuu...
AHAAHAH!! =)

lepas tu esok nye pula
aku bingung.
HAH! pasal kan..
Kyy buat open hse.
lepas tu rumah aku pula ada org nk dtg.
kecoh kecoh.

tapi sempat jgak la aku kunjung ke rumah ky.
ahh gitu laaa..
meramai ramai kan la kan.
heh!

lepas tu..
aku join back with my family.
dari situ kita round round pat jurong.
amboi.
raya sakan!

chakkk eyyy!!

aku tk sabar nk beraya bersama kengkwn!!
yaho0! JOM JOM!!
^^ slassshhing all dayy long! ^^

and faraaahh!
jom pegi flyerr!!
hah! =)

patut kah aku merindui nye?
haha! merepekkk.

2008-10-03T01:18:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA 08

first day rayaaaa
alhamdulillah bertemu juga kite bersama tahun ni.

raya tahun ni lain sikit.
semua nyeeeeee naik bus kali ni..
as in my whole family rented a bus.

alaaaa. mls la nk tulis.
tgk je kay gambar.

2008-09-30T02:19:00.005+08:00

khas utk kawan kawan ku yg sejati.
pembaca pembaca blog ini.
teman teman.
rakan rakan.
saudara mara.
adik beradik
dan sebagai nye.

holaaa!
friday was a blast.
rented a subaru impreza.

power per!

off to geylang serai.
amboi. suasana hari raya!
sungguh meletop.

carik baju naq mcm carik apa.
nasibs ketiak die tk basah.
ahahahahahahahhaha!

headed to tamp to pick im' up.
aft which we headed to bukit timah
and rest for awhile dere.
time check was 2.15am.

video some nonsense stuffs.
" kami.. KETIAK BASAH!!! "
ahahaha!
*inside joke.*

then off to woodlands.
home sweet home.

some photos for viewing. =)

saturday was taman warisan raya closing.
was dere early with ayu.
hahaah!

aft the event we all headed to Mindcafe.
ahahaha! kekek pER!

we also celebrated Haikal's Birthday dere!
ahaha!
Happy Birthday Haikal.

oh ya!
not forgetting ama and nabil
for paying mine and iman's expenses.
thanks alot! =)

fotos are up!

sun off to meet them aft buka.
they came down woodlands.
and we played bunga api!
ahah!

ungguh zaman budak2.
tapi apa kisah.
we enjoyed! =)

today meet iman aft terawih.
off to causeway point to watch Mamamia!
ZOMG! aku sukeeee okay!
HAHAHA!

thanks to iman.
pasal he got complimentary ticket.
although im his backup plan.
tapi tkpe. aku paham
haha!

aft which..
today summerise the whole 30days of fasting.
we 4 meet up for so called pre-dawn meal.
at macdonals admiralty.

thanks to you* who patch the holes up.
seriously. thank you.
if its not you, i dun think just now will happen.
now this is BFF!
*cium eh? sikit aje. ahahah!*

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI =)

2008-09-25T23:02:00.003+08:00

iftar with the lanang ayunda.
its super last min.

nurul call me while im still asleep.
zomg. ngantok giler!

she pass me the news and i quickly
head my way down to tamp to meet her.
then zura n faiz come along.

made our way to simpang.
and the others are there waiting.
haah!
cikgu, randy plus some others are slightly late.
HAH!

there the foood came.
and we ate alot while taking nonstop.
updates and discussion abt the upcoming production
which is gonna be held on 14NOV 8pm.
slasshhing. aft which.. we head down to airport
and leps mcm biasa.
with stupid games and all.
=)

todayyy
ismail woke me up at 11am.
*wake up call to ikea*
we meeet at 1230pm.
and proceed with 168 all the way to ikea.

at ikea we met nadia.

mcm mcm bende kite buat okayy!
mana yg jadi steward kasi air.
mana yg mandi sesamaaa!
HAHAA! suunguh leketans.

we also had funnnn shoppinggggggg for our house.
AHAH! Teow leket.
*ahhh amek amek apa nk beli. amekkk jer!*

so this is the result.

2008-09-24T01:19:00.004+08:00

i came to a point where i realise something.
reality.

this is reality.
i know that life is sometime unfair to us.
yes. and i do agree to it.

well of coz.
sometimes the things u want, u may not achieve.
or things u dont want, that u will get.

and also
sometime..
the one u are hoping for wont be dere for you.
instead there are people , who sits in silent
and notice u from far.
they are the people who really care for you and notice
every single things that u do.

but well.
this is reality.

well. face it.
heh.

anws.
heres update.

on sat.
taman warisan raya fringe.

let the photo do the talking. =)

naq fetch me and sent me to taman warisan.
thanks naq! =) sayaaang kau.

i ended the day with iman
at macdonals 3am.
we had a really goood talk.

im happy that we talk.
everything is out. i hope so.
now u see how much u mean to me u kotek!

and on sun.
we had iftar with them at charco's.
some where at ang mo kio there.

a very big meal i can say.
thou the waiting is worth uh.
coz janji nye at 530pm.
tapi sesatu biasa jgak janji melayu.

aft meal we walked. and rest.
and walk and rest.
and finally settle down at somewher near S11.
and played truth or dare game.

ok kekek in the world or what.
will post vids soon at multiply.
ahah!

i think the most best dare goes to fara.
for the mabok girl scene.
HAAH!

and today, was tarian cum LA training.
and NUFF said.
thats all.

can i also be at my lowest point of my life naq?
i cried abit.

2008-09-20T03:12:00.003+08:00

harloooo semuaaa.

suda ku kata kan tadi..
ramadhan tahun ini sungguh mencabar.

pelbagai dugaan n cabaran yg aku hadapi.
mcm mcm ada oii..
ahaha!

masalah demi masalah.
apapa ajer laaa.

tapi kan.
org ckp..
masalah laah yg buat kite berfikiran lebih matang.

and so i did.

all thanks to people ard me.
who are dere 24/7 melayan leketans aku.
terima kasihhh laaa byk byk.
aku sayaaang korg.
u all know who u are okay.

tapi aku ingat lagy.
convo aku with nad.
hahaah!
mlm tu kite ckp pasal memories.
alahaii. sungguhh indah skali kenangan tu.
so leket okay nadia.

feeq. says:
ahahahaha
memories eh tu seme
aku waktu tu kan
u know.
i was like super happy in the universe
mcm i sooooo greatful thankful that i found u guys
then now... mcm.. "where has IT gone to? haha
`Nadia___:
YES ME TOO!
dulu mcm almost everyday practise together
eat together
laugh everyday
aku nye life mcm ngn korang gitu

hehehe.

anws. byk lagy convo yg nk di-quoted kan.
tapi tk pe laaa. mls aku.
HAHA!

and soo i did move on.
aku mls laaaa nk pk pk kan.
yg penting kite neutral.
u happy i happy everyone is happy.

so mcm apa kisah sgt kan?
btul tk??
HAHAAH!

and also ayu da janji.
ayu tk nk sedih lagy.
ahah! same goes to me.
ingat ehh.
siapa kalahh...
die kene....!!
HAHAHAHA!

alrights.
so lets have some updates here.

ahhh.
ari tu tk sempat crite kan pasal viet kan?
ala. tk crite bole?
tgk jer la iyer gambar nye.

ahah.
nk video.
pegi tgk pat multiply. =)

lepas tu kann..
balek je viet.
iftar ngan dorg dorg ni.
lokasi : popeye sgflyer.
balek singgah millenia walk. =)
sukerr skali.

lepas tuu
kite gi mkn pat airport pulakk..
ahahah!
ni kali mcm fara yg nk gi umrah la kan.
ahaha! =)
aku tk pegi.. die pegi laaa..
ahaha!

oh. tapi kite singgah mesir. =X
HAHA!

aiii..
nyari nye experience lagy best.

ahaha!
terutama skali.
mintaaaa maaaf byk byk
kepada rahayu sazali.
HAHAHAHAH!

member tunggu 2 jam okayy.
pat vivo.
sesungguh nye kamu berpuasa.
HAAH!

cerite nye.
naqiah kontot ni bawak krete.
lepas tu confident nk gi vivo.

tapi tk tau jln.
HAH!

jadi pendek kata.
2 jam dlm krete.
kite sesat.
dari wdls ke vivo.
2 hours.

kalau naik public transport.
1jam bole sampai.
HAHA!

tapi tk pe laaaa.
experience.
haahaaha!

janji ayu nk tgk sunset sambil buka puasa.
sunset ke mana ayu ke mana.
jadi aku tgk sunset dlm krete ngan
naq n zul.
HAAHAHAHA!

thanks guys.
and thanks ayu.

*naq. kau kene blaja bwk kete mcm im.
sabarrr je die bwk.
kau bwk mcm BAHHhhhh!
HAHAHA!

tapi aku tk serik.
haha!
cume bila kau stall engine.
aku jadi gabrah.
HAAH!
*peace*

and this weeek
aku hari hari trng.
except mon n fri.
sat show. =)

lets rock the taman warisan.

okay muka busuk!

2008-09-16T00:02:00.003+08:00

selama ini ku mencari cari
teman yg sejati buat menemani
perjuangan suci.

bersyukur kini padamu tuhan
teman yg dicari selama ini
telah ku temui

dgn nya di sisi
perjuangan ini senang di harungi
bertambah murni

kepada mu tuhan
ku panjat kan doa
agar berkekalan
kasi sayang kita

kepada mu teman
ku pohon sokongan
pergorbanan dan pergertian

telah ku unggap kan segala galanya..

"teman bersama la kita semai kan persahabatan ini"

..ku mencari cari teman yg sejati buat menemani perjuangan suci..

2008-09-15T01:51:00.002+08:00

ya aisha ya fakhri

assalamualaikum.

ramadhan tahun ini adalah
ramadhan yg paling mencabar dlm frasa hidupku.

pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran yg harus ku hadapi.
baik dari segi fizikal dan juga mental.

apa yg ku ingin kan
hanya ketenangan.
ketenangan yg dpt membuat ku senyum
seperti dulu kala.

aku tidak mahu kehilangan.
sekali pon tidak.
tetapi keadaan.
keadaan yg membuat aku berfikir sedemikian.

kita hanya merancang.
tuhan yg menentukan.

kesemua sahabat ku,
selamat menjalani ibadah puasa.

2008-09-13T22:49:00.002+08:00

aku resah.
gelisah.
memikirkan nya.

hais.
apa nk jadi.
situasi da tk sama mcm dulu lagy.

aku rindu akan zaman zaman kite bersama.
ketawa senyum gembira di setiap saat.
kini tiada lagy.

terus terang ku kata kan.
aku rindu.
rindu akan situasi itu.
rindu juga kepada kamu.

ini semua
sebab nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga.

kerana nila itu la, make us drift apart.
aku tk tau sama ada kau merasai nya atau tidak.
tapi aku... sudah lama merasakan nye.
aku tabah dan sabar.
sehingga aku tidak bisa menahan lagy.

lalu aku mengambil keputusan utk berjauhan seketika.

aku berfikir.
kenapa dan mengapa aku menjadi begini?

di pendek kan cerita.
aku rindu sgt dgn mu.

apakah sebab nya kita menjadi begini?
apa salah aku?
apa silap kau?

tetapi, yg terang.
kau membenci ku.
segala kiriman ku, tidak di balas.
aku sedih.
tapi tidak mengapa.
apakan daya.
aku hanya insan biasa.

yg penting
aku mahu kau tau.
aku merindui mu.
tiap tiap hari
aku menunggu panggilan atau pon kiriman
dari mu.

tetapi malang nya..
sudah tiada lagy semua itu.
kerana kau.. telah ada pengganti nya.

pengganti yg sanggup bersama mu
setiap masa masa hibur mu dan lara mu.

kehilangan mu dari diriku..
meninggal kan satu tanda tanya kepada diri ku.

salam.

2008-09-12T13:04:00.003+08:00

Untuk temankus yang kusayangi,

Like a wise guy once said 'ya kalo lhoe gak mau dihituin sama org, jgn digituin org..' (:

People always say "Life is full of choices" But no one ever mentions fear.
Or how a road can seem so long.How the world can seem so vast.

Jika engkau bersedih, pastilah ini ada maksudnya.
Andai engkau bisa tertawa, seharusnya bahagia..
Antara kemanisan hidup ini pabila seseorang
memiliki sahabat yang setia tanpa sebarang kepentingan.
Namun hal yang sepert ini amat sukar diperoleh di dunia ini,
sekalipun ramai yang slalu mendakwa dia adalah sahabat setia kita.
Kita tidak tahu sejauh manakah dakwaan itu sebelum adanya
ujian yang sebenar..

Memiliki persahabatan yang jujur dalam arti
kata sebenar adalah nikmat kehidupan. Namun ia sebenarnya sukar
diperoleh secara meluas di alam maya ini melainkan dalam sejarah kehidupan
golongan yang beriman dalam makna yang sebenar.

Dan jika karma itu ada, berpeganglah atas hatimu.
Karena kau tak akan bisa, mengabaikan takdirmu.
Tak perlu engkau terus bersedih, seperti dulu, melemahkan niatmu..
Sudahi saja tangismu, tetaplah hati berjuang bersama lagi...
Selama kau memahami, apa yang meguji hatimu..

Engkau juga teman ku, juga tempat ku mengadu,
tika tawa pilu, tetap bersamaku.
Juga teman yang ku kasihi, juga akan ku hargai,
hingga akhir nanti, kan kekal abadi.
akan ku juga pinta Tuhan agar berpanjangan
sebuah persahabatan penuh keikhlasan.

Juga ku sayang kamu..

temanmu,
Rahayu

2008-09-11T00:06:00.002+08:00

hellooo.

im back from
Vietnam - Ho Chi Minh City.

trip was super fun.
okay la kan.
ahah!

catch the updates later alrights.

2008-09-03T22:22:00.004+08:00

"... why issit being alone,
people automatically think
that its the worst part of u? ... "

im confused.

"..Ya Allah, berikan lah aku
ketenangan di hati.. "

2008-09-02T02:43:00.002+08:00

hello everyone.

the last entry.
was just a "luahan hati"
so dun bother much okay.

special thanks to dada.
who was dere everytime i need her.
"abes member cair, hahaha"

okay la.
so just ignor the previous entry.

ckp byk byk pon org tk layan kan.
anws i didn mention whom am i referring to.
i wont say who.
and if i say, confirm korg seme akan terperanjat.
hehe.

but
all i need is a big hug from someone
and tell me that everythings gonna be alrite.

okay.
last week end was very tiriing.
sat - Anugerah Mendaki show.
sun - working @ Singapore zoo.

damn tired.

legs are like jelly when i reach home.
showered and i fall asleep.
iman beep me and headed for terawih.

ohya.
welcome ramadhan almubarak.

fasting month is here.
soooooo many things to do.
hmm.

u know what.
i suddenly remembered this.

i misss those late nights conference with muffins
over during fasting month.
u know.
we usually will start calling from midnight
alll the way till 5am.
Had sahur and then it may continue again till 7am.
see how bad.
AND AND AND we did this almost everyday.
we had fun and laugh over the phone.
talked abt stupid things.

hais.
i suddenly miss them so much.
the bond we create.
from we dun know them.
till we know what undies they wore.
rindu sgt pat dorg.

i believe theres a saying.
"bila org tu ada bersama kite, rasa rindu pon tidak.
tapi bila da berjauhan, rindu die teramat sgt. sayannnng skali"

btul jgak eh.
hmm

bukan nk ckp kwn skrg aku tk best la kan.
cume.. cume ape eh?

hah. tk de apapa la.

okay la.
tgk gambar je la eh.
bye.

slamat bersahur semuaaaa. =)

hah!
ini la aku punya besfrend.
nama die tiger. =)
bak kekata dada - kwn yg sanggup berhujan
ni la die.
HAAH!

cute kan kite org.
heheheheh!

2008-08-29T22:17:00.003+08:00

knapa perasaan mcm gini dtg lagy ehk.
susah laaa utk aku menghadapinya.

kau ku anggap sekadar teman.
dan kini.. aku mula merasa kan perasaan *sumthingsumthing*
bila kau tiada bersama ku.

bila kau tiada.. aku sering teringat kamu.
setiap kali okay.
perasaan marah dan geram mula timbul
bila kau tiada bersama ku, sebalik nya kau
beriang ria dihari raya bersama yg lain.

aku rasa sunyi bila kau tiada bersama ku.
aku sangat sangat ingin kau bersama ku
kemana mana saja aku pegi.
aku ingin kau di samping ku
dan selalu sebagai teman
yg sanggup berhujan dan panas.

tapi ini semua bukan kenyataan
kau nampak selesa bersama yg lain
daripada bersama ku.

ini telah menunjuk kan aku satu faktor kebenaran.

setiap kali ku pandang wajah mu.
jantung ku berdenyut laju.
bila kau tiada.. ku tercari cari.

ingin ku kata kan.
tapi tk mengapa.

kau tidak mungkin DAN tidak boleh kumiliki.
kau harus ku anggap sekadar teman akrab ku.

aku ingin kau selalu di sisi ku.
tapi apa kan daya.
kau punya hidup sendiri.
punya rakan sendiri.
siapa laaa aku.
yg hanya sekadar teman biasa bagi mu.

malah kau ku anggap sebahagian dari hidup ku.

aku hanya mampu duduk dari sini
dan melihat mu dari jauh.
melihat mu tertawa dan bergurau..
melihat mu tersenyum.

kenangan mu bersama ku akan ku ingat.
saat saat kau bersedih..
aku hadir dan berada bersama mu..
aku sanggup laku kan apa saja.
demi mu.

kini..
jika kau perlu kan aku
cari la aku..

kau selalu didalam hati ku.
salam.

hais.

2008-08-23T04:09:00.004+08:00

its beeeeeeeeeeeen so long
since i last met them.

so eager to seee them.

straight aft rehearsals at taman warisan,
they pick me up and then headed to bbdc
to pick naq.

wo0ho0o!
we then had our supper at jalan kayu
and then rounding2 teow leqs.

mcm mcm oiii.

at last, im laughing sepuas puas nye.
=)

and we force zul to do this. ahah! lekets.

its been awhile since i laugh like this.

and the rest : imitate.

2am in the morning.

i miss the way how we used to spend with each other.
your smiles and laughter...
ya salaam.. rindu sesangat. =(

2008-08-22T01:47:00.000+08:00

WHAT IS WRONG???

wherE? mana?

2008-08-17T20:26:00.001+08:00

.EXAMS PERIOD.

SWITCHED : MUGGING MODE.

so scaryyy..

2008-08-14T02:36:00.004+08:00

wo0ho0o0!!!

3 days 2 nites
wasnt enoughh!!

actually gegambar yg ari tuuu aku post..
sesaja nk kasi suspend.
Konon nye .. pegi london la kan.
HAHA!!

as usual..
when national day comes.
im not in singapore.

this time round..
my wholee one big family...
headed on a road trip to
GENTING HIGHLAND!

the coasters and rides are superb okay!
i hadd soo much fun in the air!
hahah!

now let the photo do the talkingg..

its a cold cold trippp.
and very niceeeeeee trip!!

at times..
i feel so dissapointed.
at times..
i feel so sick and tired.
at times..
i feel so lonely.
at times..
i feel happy.
just plain happy.

mixed emotion.

and....

i miss my frends.
totally.
to all those whom i hav hang out with..
seriously.
i misss u guys.
alot.

2008-08-14T00:10:00.003+08:00

okay. first lets do a recap okay.
its gonna be a longgggggg post.

dah lama btul aku tk update ni blog.
ahahahaha!
busy laaaaa sey.

okay.
aku lagy la kali ni mcm yg terout-dated skit.
HAAHHA!

MALAM JALURAN SENI 2008.

hmm..
okay la kan.
what a relieve.
aft all the trainings.
mana nk gi ngan keluarga.. ngan kawann..
ahh seme nye susahhh.
pasal ada training jaluran.

tapi overall, its fun uh!
hehe.
learn new things. =)
enjoy the photos okayy.

and after that at around 1am.
iman khai n me.
HAHA!
nuthing better to do at a park.

jumping attempt no1

jumping attempt no2

jumping attempt no3

okayyyy. da abes tu.

thennn busy busy busyyy with sch proj.
seriously, ingat kan tk leh abes kan okay proj nye.
wahlaoooo!
punya laaaa byk!!
ahahaahah!

tapi complete laaa seme proj nye.
alhamdulillah. =)
nasibs khaiman tolong satu proj nye.
hehe!

group members paling gerek is bas fatin n neesha.
fuhhh. ahaha!
da penat penat buat, amek gambar.
teow leket. tk abes abesss!!
HAHAAH!

sunday - wedding show.
2nd wedding with Dian.
=)

happy viewing.

one of the saturdayyy
like finally.
dapat kluar with dadaaaaaaaa

we talked had fun and stuff.
hehe!
okayy la tuuu kan!
HAHA!!

National Day dinner with Dian Dancers.
enjoy.

on one of the weekdays.
we had Malam Jaluran seni - Post Mortem.
teow leket.

i left early due to i have a paper the following day.

and lastlyy....
the leketans Nationalday Canteen show
in schooool
-________-'

2008-08-12T04:02:00.002+08:00

heyheyyy!!

sorry for the misssing...

will update sooooon.

but now is exam period.
so got to study abit okayyy!
heheh!

will update real sooon on my trip.
kinkaayyy! slassh!